2009 is coming to an end... Where did the year go??

I can't believe 2009 is almost over. This year is ending in an amazing way for me too!!!

As I mentioned before that I thought I had probably found Mr. Right already and just never knew it. Yes, Michael! I wasn't sure if he would ever give me a chance for more then just the friends that we remained. Well he did.... He is an amazing man (just like I have always said) He has really opened up to me this time. I always thought he was holding back and wasn't telling me something. Well we had an amazing talk and he explained some things to me. He said he now fully trusts me and he is now ready to take that leap of faith with me. I told him I didn't realize he wasn't ready that last time we dated. I told him I was ready then, but this time I started off a bit apprehensive. He told me he understood.

Well we have finally made that great connection that I never totally felt with him before. It is amazing!!!! He told me he loved me on December 19th! It just melted my heart! I told him I was getting there too... He told me to take my time.

Meanwhile I have continued to really fall for him... he has really opened up to me. He is so amazing! I got us tickets to go see a comedian at the Funny Bone in St. Louis on New Years Eve. I was thinking I would probably tell him that night that I Loved him as I was certain that I was falling in Love with him. Then Christmas Eve came and he came over to our house just as we finished opening presents. He ate dinner with us and then we just enjoyed each other company. He said he was going to have to go home about 8 to get stuff ready for Christmas Day. Well Carter and him started playing football on the PlayStation. So while they were busy I was able to get some stuff picked up and then to start making Gee's blanket. It was almost 10pm when they finally got done and Michael started to get ready to leave. I told him to call me or text me when he got home. Well he didn't call and didn't text and I started to get worried since the weather wasn't that good outside. It was a good 45 minutes later I got a text from him saying that he was home and that he left his phone in the car by accident. Well the first think I saw when I opened that text was Accident. My heart just sank. It was then that I realized I had really fallen in Love with him. I was so worried that something happened to him and the thought of not ever seeing him again really scared me. Then I was thinking if something did happen to him that I never got to tell him I Loved him.... So, Christmas Day when he came over I told him I Loved him and that I knew I was falling for him, but I really realized it the night before that I wasn't only falling... I already Fell in love!

We have spent the past two Christmas's together and I hope we spend many more together.

I think I have found "The One"!!!! I told him thank you for never giving up on me and he said he Never has given up on me and that he Never will!

2010 is going to be an amazing year!!!!

I took that leap of faith and I fell.... and let me tell you the fall was worth it all!!!