New Update...

Well I am sure non of you will be surprised…. Dave is again back with Lisa. I do worry about him because I know she is not stable. He is know talking again about getting into trucking.

Anyways…. About Carter and I !!!

Carter is loving kindergarten!!! I have parent teacher conference with his teacher Mrs. Pickett this Thursday. I am really excited to see how she thinks he is doing. I have signed him up for a divorce support group at his school. He will be grouped with other kids his age! I hope it helps him. I don't think he fully understands the whole thing… and since my parents are still together I have no idea how to explain it to him..

I am still seeing Michael. He still seems really nice. However, I am still so leery of letting my guard down and falling in love again. I don't want to get hurt again… I don't want to be lied to again. I am also afraid of letting him get to close and possibly falling in love with me cause I don’t' want to end up hurting him. I know the pain of losing someone you love. I don't want anyone to ever have to endure that kind of pain and agony.

I did get some free Cardinal tickets to Sunday's game from work for all of my hard work!!! So Michael and I are going to go down there on Saturday and spend some time in St. Louis and then spend the night and go to the game on Sunday!! I am really looking forward to spending this time with him.

Karma...

Well let me start with I was on a date with Michael again this past Saturday we went to dinner first then went and watched his cousin play football, and then went back and rented some movies to watch. I had a really good time!! But while we were sitting watching a movie Dave called to tell Carter goodnight. Well I haven't told Dave that I was seeing anyone…. So when he asked if Carter was around I had to tell him I was on a date and he would have to call home if he wanted to tell Carter goodnight. So then on I believe it was Monday Dave called me and he has had to call the cops on Lisa cause she is going crazy… she said she is going to trash everything in his apt and kill his bird…. She also quit her job that morning cause she said she was better then that. Well then on Tuesday Dave went again to the police dept to file another report and to see how to get her out of his apt. They said he has to file a 5 day eviction notice to get her out since she is refusing to leave. I guess he went back home and she was threatening him that she was going to have someone come over and kill him while he was sleeping. So he once again called the police and filed another report. They told him he needed to get out and go stay with someone or go and get a hotel or they could see if there was a homeless shelter he could stay at. They told him to file an order of protection against her and she will be served with it on Friday and she will have to get out. So he came to Springfield to stay. So for the first time in over 2 months Carter got to see his Dad last night. I took him by the hotel and we stayed for about 30 minutes.

He THOUGHT the grass was greener

Well Dave thought the grass was greener ont he other side and ventured away from his marraige and his family.

Now he has gotten his truck repo'd. He has collections out the wazzoo.... His lovely girlfriend has already had her car repo'd before they got back together this last time. So they have no trasportation. I do feel for him, but he dug his own hole that he is in now. I bailed him out and helped him stay afloat for 10 years. But get this... he had the nerve to ask me for money to help him and her get his truck back. Ugh... I don't think so.