The past two nights I have been dreaming about Dave and being back together with him. I do miss him. But, I could never go back to him after all the infidelity ~ Adultery that has gone on with him.
I am so tired of being alone. It is lonely and sad. I sit and I think about how he is now living with his girlfriend. How happy they are and how much fun they must be having.... how she is now living what should be my life. IT SUCKS. I HATE IT.
Oh how I wish Dave would have taken our wedding vows seriously like I did. Why did he have to venture out.... he said he didn't feel that he was my number 1. Him and Carter were my life.
I want to be happy again. I want a family again. All of this just isn't fair. Why does he keep winning and getting everything he wants.
I need to get away.....
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I started this blog while I was going through my divorce. It was a way for me to keep my friends and family updated on what was going on and how I was feeling. I found it easier to type it all out here as opposed to verbally telling many different people and reliving it each and every time. It is so nice to be able to look back and see how far I have come. Now I am a single mother to one wonderful son. I am continuing to post here on "Life AFTER my divorce". Dating is not easy...
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